My best friend!

I legit felt like I was on drugs yesterday. Maybe I was?! OOOOO now you'll never know! No I wasn't but seriously I was the most paranoid kid ever. I spent the whole day doing "homework" at home while my parents were in Seattle. I got nothing accomplished except texting people and creeping people on facebook and worrying. I was going nuts because I honest to god cannot handle one day at home by myself without going insane. I was convinced I have no friends, no life, and that everyone hates me. Then finally I drove to Flora's and I was even weirder there! We were both like crazies and I don't know why! But it was funny. And I felt better. I love that she can ALWAYS make me feel better when I feel like crap. She may be seth-cohen-self-absorbed but she is still the most caring, loving person and the best friend I have ever had. I have never felt so close to a friend. I honestly can't believe I have only know her for 2 and a half years, it feels like I have known her since before childbirth. I can tell her anything. Like some people say "oh, I can tell you anything" but really what they mean is "I can tell you anything except the things that would freak/gross you out or are way too personal and you don't need to know". Nope, with us, we tell each other those things too. Why? Who knows. You don't really need to know my pooping habits or any of those kind of things but you get to know anyways! I love that nothing really phases you. You are the least judgemental person ever. I could you that I'm a cross-dressing homosexual pacifist with a spot on my lung, (that's a quote from Across the Universe by the way) and you wouldn't think of anything of it. For you, it isn't about looks or coolness or anything like that. It is about who I am as a person and you like me for me and I am so happy we met. It always amazes me when I think about the time and place that we met. Right after my sister passed away I didn't really have a ton of super close friends at school, all of my best friends were at dance. I find it so ironic that we became best friends right after that happened to me. Some people might have been awkward, not known what to say, whatever. But you didn't care. Some people might not have wanted to get involved in someone's life right after it was completely turned upside down but you didn't care. I honestly have no idea what I would do without you in my life. You keep me sane, you keep me laughing, you keep me living! <3 best friends forever, I love you Flora!