Why does everyone seem to have such interesting lives? They've all met people and made new friends at school and are dating people and are successful and following their dreams. All I've done is sit and daydream about how I wish things were. I lie to myself pretending it's a fine way to live because "at least I'm focusing on the future and not on the past". But now I'm realizing how badly I've gotten caught up in the future and instead just watch the present slip away. All I want is to feel happy. No, to BE happy. I just want to actually make some friends. And follow my dreams or goals, and succeed at something that's important to me. And maybe meet someone.
It all feels impossible.
