december twenty third

I feel pretty neutral about christmas this year. Like I am happy that it's here and I'm sure it'll be fun and all that jazz but I'm just like okay, christmas. If that even makes sense. But today I got lots done so that's good, After work I finished my shopping at Lougheed Mall then drove to Chapters. After I bought something for someone, I went to Starbucks and treated myself to a cranberry bliss bar (which tasted like heaven and was sooo worth whatever ridiculous price I payed for it) and a joy tea. I sat in there for a bit and just chilled and then decided to plan out my life on the sticky notes that were in my purse. I figured out the costs of living (grad trans anyone?) and once again came to the realization that it is actually doable for me and Flora to live on our own and still save some money (once we are out of school that is). So that's something to look forward to. Then I drove home and since no one was home I blasted some upbeat xmas music and danced and ate. Then the people downstairs' dog would not shut up which was pissing me off so I turned the music up even louder. Finally I decided I should wrap my presents so I did that and now I am lying on my bed feeling odd. I can't quite describe how I am feeling. A little bit of everything. Actually to be honest all I can think about is work because that's all I do now. Boxing day I work 9 and a half hours. So that should be fun. Actually it will probably fly by. I work everyday next week thank god but only get 30 hours which stresses me out since that's not very close to 40 which is a bit concerning.. But whatever.  Peace out homeskillets. I'm going to go do something, I don't know what yet. Call Flora back maybe. adios.