Well this post could be pretty much identical to Mia's but I will try to change it up a little.
Like Mia I am also terrified I've death. I am honestly not that afraid of dying myself, in fact sometimes I think I'm a tad bit too curious what happens when we die. But I am afraid of losing anyone else that is close to me. Sometimes I feel afraid to get too close to anyone in case something happens to them.
I'm also afraid of not living. I'm afraid I will look back on my life when I'm older and go, what did I do? What makes my life stand apart from the rest? Not that it's a competition obviously. But I just want to know that there was some reason or purpose for my existence. I'm afraid I won't find that. Although I think having kids solves that problem.
I'm afraid of failure. I am downright terrified. What if I make a fool of myself. What if I can't succeed. What if I'm not "good" enough.
I'm afraid I won't find that one thing in life that is mine. Something that makes me passionate and crazy and wakes me up when I'm exhausted. By this I am sort of referring to career or hobby. I hope to find a job that I love (and that pays the bills).
I'm afraid of rejection. I guess I haven't had my heart "broken" per se, but I have felt something similar. I can think of 4 guys who have all made me feel something like this. And rejection of any kind hurts. It makes me very afraid to trust anyone. Like I've said to you guys before, it's going to take more than just a few compliments to win me over. I am not looking to be played. I am looking to be respected.
I'm also going to say something that I'm not afraid of, even though that's not really what the question is. I'm not afraid of being alone. Sometimes I worry about not finding the right guy, but I know no matter what happens I will not be fully alone. I have my mum and dad, cousin, aunt, uncle, all the rest of my family, my best friend in the whole world and her family, and my 2 other best friends and I know I will always have them! So I guess I don't have much reason to worry. I know that's different than a guy, but I think it will all happen in due time. Well I hope I sure hope so anyway!
And the last one. Spiders. I am terrified. Like Ron Weasley, even a small spider might as well be Aragog the huge spider. Freaks me out!
