Monday, February 25, 2013

for her


isn’t it strange the way
you didn’t leave a single 
trace behind when you left?

ghost with no capacity to feel
can’t be brimming with 
hope, life, sunshine without
the body that kept you

you were grounded 
kept still and steady 
guided by gravity
and your own two feet
you were too young

it’s missing you that seems
to require the most effort
more than anything else
more than loving you
which requires none at all
like breathing
though that too has gotten
harder to do each day

thought I saw your ghost
on the skytrain the other day
but it was just my reflection
in the window and after a pause
I was alone again