Tuesday, April 12, 2011

I like you.

I know that you are too old for me but I can't help but slightly like you. I know this is so typical. When I first remembered I had kissed you all I could think was how I felt absolutely no emotional attachment. The kiss lacked everything that a first kiss should. I thought it should have felt awkward yet passionate, afraid but honest. Instead it felt too natural and stupid and messy and I felt nothing whatsoever for you. How could I? I didn't even know your name. I know we shouldn't keep talking but you won't stop so I won't stop. All I can say is please don't hurt me. We could have left things how they were. You didn't have to add me on facebook, you didn't have to talk to me. You're too old for me but I don't care.

Why should it matter whether 
I am running away from something 
Or running towards something
As long as I keep running?