When is it ever like this? Usually it would be you guys who can barely hold it together and me who is completely composed. Instead it is the other way around. I am falling apart. I don't think there are any tears left inside of me. The pain doesn't end. Maija-Liisa May, I wish you were here for your 22nd birthday. I can't believe you would already be 22, it just doesn't make sense. I can't put into words how much I miss you. Today we are taking your car and I am driving mum and dad to Harrison for the day, and possibly to the Abbey Tower. I am thinking about you always. You will never truly leave because love is what ties us together. I love you <3 xoxo
-your little sister
