Well I suppose I am willing to give this a try! At first I thought this would be hard but then I mulled it over for a while and the ideas just keep coming! Let's see if I can keep this down to 5.
I think it's appropriate to start with:
1. I want everything to be about me and I love being the center of attention (except when I don't). I like to be heard. Doesn't everyone? I used to be extremely shy and I didn't always like voicing my opinion. Things have changed since then. I want everyone to stop what they're doing and just focus and pay attention to what I am saying! Even if it is pointless. I think it also comes from when I was younger and always sort of feeling like people didn't really hear what I was saying. Which also is maybe why I love writing so much. No one can interrupt me!
2. I am a hypocrite. Every day there is a good example of this. I will pretty much tell people off for doing something that I think is annoying and then two seconds later I will do the exact same thing.
3. My biggest pet peeve is liars. This is where the whole hypocracy thing falls into action. I lie. Everyone does. But I try to be honest whenever I can. I will not, however, be honest to the point of rude because that is just crossing the line. And the absolute worst kind of lying is lying to yourself. I really hate when people do that.
4. I am ridiculously stubborn. I always have been. If you tell me I can't do something, there is no way in hell that I will go through my life without completing it, if not succeeding at it.
5. I am extremely self-conscious. I do not think that I am pretty. It's not like I look in the mirror and cringe, or that I think I am ugly or horrible to look at. But I just don't think I am pretty. I can find a million flaws in myself. I wouldn't say that I think super negatively about myself, although I can. But it's just something I have accepted about myself. And I try to remind myself that looks are not everything.
6. I am a rebel. I don't know why, and quite frankly I do not care. I just sometimes feel this need to go against what is "right", simply for the sake of it. Maybe I am just being a typical teenager, who knows. It is fun to disobey. Simply because.
7. I am an avid complainer. Really I don't really need to tell you that. If you're friends with me, you'll already know that. But the truth is, my complaints are pretty lame, weak little things. I am not a passionate complainer. I don't scream into my pillow or stomp around my house pouting (only in the mornings). I do complain. Sometimes I just have nothing better to do.
8. I get easily frustrated. I can be very grumpy and I often annoy myself with my crankiness. I take things out on other people. Sometimes I really have no idea why I'm upset. Sometimes I try to make excuses but that's just pathetic. I hate that I am weak and I hate that I give into my emotions and then I get more frustrated. I wish I was better at hiding how I feel.
9. I worry an irrationally large amount. I overthink everything. I'll order a sandwich and drink and then think "oh no, should I have gotten something else?" Or I'll stare at someone else's meal and get really jealous and wish I had gotten that. I think that probably ties in with my jealousy problem. I need to learn to let things go.
10. I have an overshare problem. Whereas Mia doesn't share her emotions, I share mine too much. It's not like I cry a lot or anything like that, but I simply tell people what I am thinking. If I am annoyed at someone I have to talk to them about it. Or at least drop a hint somewhere and hope they get it. I guess in a lot of ways I am pretty easy to read. What even is there to read? I just yell it all in your ear anyways.
11. I am an optimist and a pessimist but never anything in between. I am as naive as can be. It bothers me when people tell me this, but I know it's true. I mostly live in the present but sometimes I get a little too caught up in the future and my life plans (there's lots of those!). I either think too optimistically or too pessimistically. I am not a realist.