Monday, January 23, 2012

January 23

I am in a rut. I am really in a rut. God help me. I have had no social life and life has been all work no play. I have to say, I am seriously longing for summer 2011 when life was grand and I had no obligations except for my many holidays. Thinking about Naramata, Shuswap, Mayne Island and Oregon is just too much I am so jealous of ..  myself? My past. I think it's just a January thing. Like the cold weather has been hanging around a little too long and school is feeling a little dull and work is feeling a little repetitive. I'm making money and it's sitting in my bank feeling lonely. So to cheer myself up here is a list of things I can look forward to. Well some are happening for sure and some are just dreams that I hope will happen soon.
0. SPRING!!!
1. a trip to Mayne Island come April when we are all done school
2. a trip to San Diego with my mama
3. summer 2012, which should consist of 2 months living/working in another town, as well as a trip to Oregon and another trip to Mayne Island
4. my 19th birthday when I will finally be free to do as I please ie. party with my long lost dance friends
5. go back to dance for a class or two
6. moving out, getting my own apartment, becoming one with the real world
7. finding the love of my life
8. rediscovering a social life
9. getting past the 3 month hurdle at work
10. doing the hobbies I have been craving to do which really is a whole other list in itself which I will make below
-----> read, write, SEW, bracelets, etsy, organize the house and donate stuff, clean/organize my room, decorate my room with pictures/collages/etc, guitar/djembe drum, photography with both cameras, movies, vlogging, exercise/yoga/hiking, go rockclimbing because it has been way too long! baking/cooking, get caught up with TV shows (hart of dixie, the l.a. complex, glee)

And another list because I can't stop.
Spring 2012:
-dye hair darker/get cut shorter
-get rook ear piercing
-get my tattoo!!!

OH and post more regularly on my blogs.

That is all.