I am sitting here with tears streaming down my face and my nose dripping like a faucet completely unable to hear anything because my ears are so plugged. I. hate. being. sick. with a passion. Like seriously I always forget how much I hate it and then I get sick and I feel like I can't remember the days when I wasn't sick.
Last night work sucked it went so slow the store was so quiet and I had a coughing fit while my manager was talking to me and my eyes were watering everywhere and finally I was just like "i'm dying" and went into the back room to cough. And then I had to take the garbage out which I haven't done before but you take this massive plastic bin and wheel it out the back door and into the sketchy back alley thing and walk a little ways and dump all the shit into the compressor and the recycling too. And my fingers went numb and this creepy guy was out there smoking and staring at me. I think I might have a fever.
Anyways, now that I have gotten the complaining out of the way allow me to talk about something actually worthwhile. A while back, as in like probably a year ago, we all did little write ups on our blogs about our friends. I apparently neglected to do one about my very very best friend in the whole world. And I felt bad for a while but still didn't do one. At least I can't recall ever having done one. SO since it's long overdue, and simply just because, I think I will do that now.
Flora:
You are my soul sister. Seriously, honestly, I never thought I would meet somebody that I would feel this close to. My mum and I were talking about it the other night. I feel like I have known you my entire life, and maybe even before that. I feel like time is irrelevant because I am closer to you than I have ever been to any friend in my whole life. I have friends who I have known since I was young and I never ever felt this close to them.
My mum was saying how you feel like family. She was commenting on how we are so different and yet so close. In a lot of ways we are different, but we are also really similar. I can talk to you about anything. Nothing weirds you out. I love that I can tell you something odd and it either doesn't phase you or you've thought the same thing. In the past couple of months we have gotten even closer. Maybe it is because we've pretty much become co-dependant hahah and don't hang out with anyone else (except for Mia and Georgie of course). I didn't think it was possible for us to get any closer. But I guess it will happen and will continue to happen!
I feel like I can't remember my life before I met you. I wonder how I got through the days. I love our conversations that are so weirdly bizarre. Any normal person would think we are crazy. I also love how we can sit on the phone in silence for so long (how cliche). And neither of us really cares to break the silence.
Since I'm reminiscing, I just remembered that time you were on Mayne Island and I was at home and we both happened to meditate on the same night. That was so random especially considering that is the only time in my life I have done that at same for you (other than yoga class). Or how about our conversation the other night when you started to say something and didn't have to finish before I said "I know" and we kept talking like that in short choppy sentences that nobody else would even slightly understand. Or when we were on skype and you turned off your camera and said "ha now you can't see me" and I lied and said "yes I can". So you were like "ok, what am I doing right now?" I said "you're fingering me" "what about now?" "you're glaring" "what about now?" "you're sticking your tongue out". Then you turned the camera back on and said "how did you know?!?" And I laughed so hard because I guessed all 3 times and still somehow was right. That was strange lol, I think that is a sign that we know each other pretty well.
You always know what's running through my mind. How the heck do you know? Remember that time wayy back when we took the bus to the mall and we hadn't known each other that long and you said "guess what I'm thinking" and I guessed it right but you lied and said you were thinking about sephora. But still somehow I knew. I love that we get each other, we always know what's going through each others' mind even when one of us lies and pretends it's something different. I want you to know that I will ALWAYS be here for you but I think you already know that just like I know you will be here for me. Sometimes I wish I had met you sooner but I guess that was just how things were meant to go. I wonder sometimes if we had met in elementary school if we would have been friends or not. Part of me thinks so and part of me really doesn't care because that was then and this is now and now we are best friends.
I love that we are both scorpios and only you will get what I really mean, we are actually such true scorpios. I like that though we have similarities, we also celebrate our differences and never feel like we have to be the same in order to be friends. We have different taste in perfumes, guys, movies, music, fashion and I like that about us. I also like that we are both adventurous and always willing to try new things. I can't wait until we travel, we have so many trips planned and I am so excited! I also can't wait until we get our own place.
I could say a lot more but who really wants to read the novel of our lives aside from you and me? I love you Flora and it always makes my day better when I think I have you and just knowing that we will always be best friends. Thank you for being such an amazing best friend I am so blessed!
xoxo, Millie
