Sometimes I feel like I will never be "good enough"

I hate being sick. I have to work tonight starting at 2 and really just want to curl up in a ball and sleep. But life goes on and I know if I wasn't working I would only be complaining and stressing about not getting called. It's only a 5 hour shift so it should go by pretty quickly although I do hate closing so that sucks. Then tomorrow it's another 8:30 morning for me, and a long day till 2:30. This post is pretty much about nothing except my complaints. At least I cleaned my room a bit this morning so that has made me feel better. I'll finish it up later. Guess I'll go and eat lunch now, peace.