day nine: your last kiss

My last kiss was awkward. In some ways I think of it as my first kiss since it was the first kiss I have had with a guy where I wasn't drunk. We were sitting down, and I didn't know what to do with my hands, so I think they just sat in my lap or on the bench beside me or something. It started and ended pretty quickly. It was alright. It didn't feel natural though, and it was a little uncomfortable as far as kisses go.