Hi friends! I was just reading our old wall posts to each other. Oh how I miss you. No seriously it's getting a little ridiculous. I also feel like I have gotten a lot lamer. Like in high school I laughed so much, we were always laughing and being silly and we always had so much to say. Now it feels different, when I see you guys I feel like I've mellowed out too much and I don't feel like we act crazy together anymore. I miss being crazy! Now all I do is go to school, where I have to be normal, and to work, where I also have to be relatively normal. And at home yeah it's fine but where did my craziness go?! I mean it isn't like I'm not happy, cause I definitely am, I just don't feel like I used to, mostly just in that I don't laugh as much anymore. I don't get hyper. I have become boring! Bored and boring. I miss my best friends! I miss how excited I used to get every time we had plans! I miss my enthusiasm and craziness! Help me friends, I neeeeeeed a little crazy in my life. I am super super excited for tomorrow night. Like I actually feel like it's a real hang out, and not like our semi-hang outs at the coffee shops. We need to clock some serious bonding time! I miss you too much, it's like it's only just hit me now how long it's been and how much has changed and how we aren't as close as we used to be. Well we would be if we saw each other, so that's the problem here really. I miss having my best friends with me at school. I miss doing EVERYTHING together. Mostly I just miss you.
XOXO
Millie.
